'I loved falling in love with you'

This year, I've had this strange obsession with the Bachelor. I watch it religiously every Tuesday morning since I live in the dorms, and can't watch TV without interruptions.

Last night, however, I decided to take the risk, and watch it in real time, since it was the finale.

From the beginning of the season, I've been on Team Tenley. Everyone liked Ali, but Tenley was always way cute, and had nice things to say. I was a little jealous of all the cute clothes she had on. And I really admired her for coming back after her divorce.

Vienna bothered me because 1) she wasn't very cute, and 2) she seemed fake (what was it with her telling all the other girls in the house she was fake? that was ridiculous).

Jake was super attractive, and I was always rooting for him to chose Tenley. For me, there was no question about it.

So, the finale really upset me. I sat there screaming inside WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING JAKE?! Anyway...so, now, Jake bothers me even more. First, because he let Tenley go. And for purposing right away. The whole day of the rose ceremony, he was saying he just didn't know, and he kept changing his mind. I don't know, maybe I'm old fashioned for thinking that you need to be sure before you pop the question.

Let's just say...Jake made a very poor decision, and he's going to regret it.